haileigh

Chuck Palahniuk, Invisible Monsters (via larmoyante)

(via simplyrelly)

The one you love and the one who loves you are never, ever the same person.

and for those asshole people that are probably thinking “just move on” — I have. I don’t want to be with him. But that doesn’t mean it doesn’t still hurt. 

Last night I was asked if I was in love with “that guy” [isaiah]. 

When faced with that question I felt all of the heat in my body rush to my cheeks. I loved him, I did. I mean, I love him, I do. Was I in love with him? I had said it before.. why was this question so difficult for me to answer? I still don’t know if I was or not, but I do know this: 

I gave him my everything.. my heart, my soul, my time, my patience, my energy, my strength, my money, my passion, my knowledge, my love, etc.

I know he appreciated it and I know that he cared. I know that things change and people change and time heals all and something’s gotta give but 

I know that he loved me and I know that he stopped. 

and I know it kills him that he hurt me and I know he wishes he didn’t but I know that he is not the same person I met a year ago and I know that it was me that changed something in him and I know that he’s gonna miss me and I know that he is gonna miss her and I know that I will forgive him day after day for anything he ever does to hurt me whether it be the past, present, or future because I know somehow that I hurt him too and I know that he will never admit to it because he is strong. much stronger than he thinks. and I know he is going to see this and I know that I should stop stirring the pot but what’s a girl to do after she’s given away a huge piece of her heart to someone who threw it in a drawer somewhere only to discover it when it’s no longer valuable…

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